I am not the same person I was when I posted last. Isn’t that curious? Sure, I look the same on the outside… but these past few months of intense experiences have created a whole new inside for me. Serious! I just find that so strange. 🙂 And other people find it strange about me, also. I know it… I feel it… I understand the uncomfortableness that comes from having a person constantly changing their perspective on life. Thankfully, I’ve finally come to accept that aspect of my simulated self, and I no longer feel the overwhelming need to have others validate my weird existence. Getting older is FUN!!!!
So what if I’m alone in my head? So what if no one seems to understand me? I’m enjoying my life and am completely grateful for it all! The past me’s would have never believed that I could accomplish such a thing. But here I am… and the Universe is weird and wonderful… and I am having a blast! 😀 I’ll always be in a constant state of evolving my being. Always trying to improve myself with each new experience that comes along. That’s just my nature. Just who I be. Actually, all humans are evolving (or devolving) to a certain degree, but some do this veeerry slowly, while others can’t hardly keep up with the changes that are occurring in their psyches… which always leads to changes in their outer/physical world. Such is reality.