The Flat Matrix Farm and Myself

Lol! What a huge ass deception… what a lie… damn.

Studying the evidence for an Earth shaped like a plane… which is beyond compelling, and is actually quite convincing. And not surprising, in the least. Flat planet, with a dome overhead. Aight… I’ll bite. 🙂

Reason I’m writing: No one is quilting it all together to show the BIGGER PICTURE. You know, the one where ALL IS SELF. I forget, all the time, too. But it’s the highest truth I’ve found. Still looking to an outside creator… still thinking we’re separate from the Master Architect. Using this old-found revelation to prove that YES! There IS a God! Na na na na naaah… told ya! Lol. What an onion, we’ve gotten ourselves into.

So, flat earth… Sun/Saturn worship… Matrix… you can stay, but you can never leave. The oroboros… snake eating itself. Time… Cronos… reincarnation… trapped. Energy suckers keeping their hijacked system alive. Or, trying to, at least. Desperately. Because they’ve gone and cut themselves off from Themselves… way to go, guys! As I sit here cutting myself off from everyone around me, ha.

You say I’m insane? A nut-case? Bat-shit crazy for my views? Well… thank you! ^_^ I accept that as an honor. It’s a pleasure to be gas-lighted by the sleepwalkers and sheepwalkers and androids, oh my!

Chemtrails, black goo, technology pills, venomous needles… BE AFRAAAAID!!!

But, by no means, should you use this life to learn the parameters of the matrix and how to escape it, grow in wisdom, help others, and try to better yourself. Nope… that’s all a fruitless pursuit, and you’re stupid for even entertaining such a notion. Working and gaining materials and worrying about how other people perceive you is what’s important. CONSUME so that YOU can be CONSUMED! Tis the Ciiiiiircle of Liiiiiiife…. and it moooves us alllllll. Thanks, Disney!

And the kicker is… that it’s still, ALL US!

Though, I still don’t understand why my piece of consciousness is currently inhabiting this simulation. But it’s definitely not a boring ride. Well, some days it’s not, lol. Other days, are excruciating and I just want off. It’s fascinating trip, though.

Saturn Symbolism

 

Inspiration and Fuel for the Weary Seeker

Sometimes, while journeying through this insane reality, the truth seeker can get a bit weary and jaded from all the madness. Sure… the ideal way to move through the matrix, without getting your feet dirty, is to keep your vibrations and thoughts in the higher frequency realms… and to keep your connection to Source, God Self, the All-Knowing Consciousness Field strong and consistent. But… if you’re anything like me… some days it takes everything you have to find the energy to give a shit about any of it… opting instead, to distract and numb yourself with mindless matrix medicines, which do more harm than good: television, internet, alcohol, books, people, junk food, and all manor of uninspired activities and actions.

It’s challenging to be the only awake person that you know. It feels like you’re lost in a toxic wasteland where everyone, except you, has adapted to eating sludge… and real, nutrient-rich food is an extremely rare thing… very difficult to come by. And… AND… even if you do find something that looks edible, it may potentially be contaminated, so you have to be cautious. And some days you feel like it would be so much easier to just quit the search and eat the sludge, consequences be damned… at least you’ll have something in your belly. Who cares if it slowly dissolves your internal organs.

Oh… and ALSO… all around you are people who are pushing and encouraging you to eat the sludge… and if that isn’t wonderful enough… there are also these invisible parasitic energy beings who can put thoughts into your head that sound like your own thoughts… and those thoughts are also telling you to eat the sludge.

Shit, but it keeps getting better. Most people you encounter in the wasteland have never even seen real food before, so all they’ve ever known is sludge. So, when you try to tell them about real food, and how it’s tastier than sludge, and how it actually makes you feel better, they look at you like you’ve lost your mind. And they get angry at you for suggesting that their toxic way of living has all been a lie. Or, if they ARE interested in what you have to say, they just don’t have the time, energy, or will to put into searching for real food, when sludge is so readily available.

Lol… and I could go ooooon… but I’ll stop here, so I can get to the point of my post.

So, every now and then, along my journey, I’ll come across these morsels of rich, real, soul-filling food, which just fill my whole being with the most wonderful energy. And since I love to share, I thought it would be nice to create a one-stop food stand for the truth-seeker and myself to visit and refuel ourselves with. I’ll continue adding to this post as I stumble across new pallet pleasing dishes.

Enjoy (In-Joy):

The Matrix Program is Crashing -Zen Gardener

Everything is Backwards -Max Igan

SOLUTIONS AND EXIT STRATEGY TO WIN THE GAME OF LIFE AND ESCAPE FROM PRISON PLANET EARTH TO AVOID RECYCLED -Wayne Bush

Tell the “Lords” of Karma that You Are Sovereign… No Longer a Light Worker -Cameron Day

 

The Lonely Road

Truth… and the seeking of such…

has led me down an interesting path. Definitely the road less traveled.

Drama… all the drama, lol. How they love their extremes. Gotta keep that energy rotating… so they can slurp it up. Nom nom, dream world.

Isolation… alone in my head. The smoke and mirrors can take on so many distracting forms, so that it’s nearly impossible for the ‘normal’ human to become aware of what’s really going on. The humans also have a thing inside them that rejects change… and since truth equals change, the truth is a threat to their comfortableness… which makes me a threat to their comfortableness… which is why I’m alone, lol.

Language… such a barrier. I already have a difficult enough problem when it comes to transforming my vast, all encompassing, abstract thoughts into linear words. Control the mind prison by hiding the keys. Great. Have to rely on keeping my energy high… maybe others will unconsciously react to that. Because I sure don’t make much sense when trying to help others verbally. Though, I’d dearly love to help heal them. All I’ve ever wanted was to help others in life.

Awareness… being aware of all the shit going on inside my head. And remaining aware. Blindly going about life in robot mode is so much easier. If I’m to be of any help to myself or others, I must be able to be, at least, in somewhat control of my thoughts and energies. Or, if not in control, then being able to transform them into different, more useful thoughts and energies is a huge thing. Alchemy and all that.

Humor…  it’s what has kept me from self-destructing, so far. Laughter is definitely a powerful tool. Especially, when I look at my life and how truly alone I am. Sure, I know there are others out there like me. But they do not manifest in my immediate reality. Truth is, I just don’t fit in with anyone in my circle. Something I have to accept… and try to not let lower my vibes. Because that’s when the nasties like to grab hold of me. Nope… gonna laugh it off and keep going. 🙂

The desire to help, heal, and teach burns bright within me… yet, I currently observe that I lack the skills to effectively do these things. Something I gotta work on. Sigh. Life is too much work, lol. But what else do I have to do, while I’m here?

 

Interview with a Near Death Experiencer Who Met A Demiurge

Those with open, curious minds will see this as another interesting piece of the puzzle to keep stored away in the back of their minds for later reference. Everyone else will see this as either fantasy, silliness, or having no significance to their lives whatsoever. I post this, just in case there is someone who finds this as fascinating as I do.

As a Reality Investigator and Truth Seeker, I have spent a lifetime collecting data from as many different sources as possible. I do not use black and white reasoning to determine whether the data is right or wrong. I keep all the information that I’ve ever read, heard, experienced in a brain file, which I regularly open and sift through to find patterns and pieces to connect. I do not let beliefs interfere with a possible connection. Preconceived beliefs are walls that keep the brain from expanding its perspective. I actually don’t even ‘believe’ anything, nor do I disbelieve anything. I have an internal scale that I use to categorize whether information is less or more plausible to be the truth, and if I come across new information that challenges what I previously thought was true-est, I will change my views to accommodate the new discovery. I do so enjoy having my views of reality shattered and rebuilt, unlike most people I’ve ever met, who prefer to feel like they have it all figured out.

This interview with a guy who died in car crash and experienced meeting the Demiurge of Earth, is something completely unique to my research… yet it connects so many things that I’ve investigated in the past. I love that I’m getting a bigger picture to all of my questions that I’ve had my whole life. Like: Why am I here? Why are humans here? Where did we come from? Why all the pain? What is the purpose of all this craziness? Why does there seem to be a self-destructive/other-destructive trait in humans? Why do some humans look completely different than others? Who designed it like this? Why can’t I remember? What are spirits? Why can I, and others, leave our bodies and fly? What is personality? Why don’t more people ask these questions? Why can’t we all get along? Why do animals prey on other animals? And a billion other questions and observations!!! So exciting to see things coming together to form a whole!

I don’t expect anyone to know what I’m talking about. I know I’m different, and I know that the stuff that I research completely goes against all religions and most secular worldviews. But so is the solitary life of a woman who cannot stop until she discovers what is really going on here.

Interview with a Near Death Experiencer Who Met A Demiurge:

http://www.trickedbythelight.com/tbtl/nde-transcript.html

“Well, first of all, thanks for inviting me to talk about this topic. To me it’s the LEAST well-received part of my near death experience. My near death experience is VERY extensive. I remember it as if it just now happened. Now to say meeting what you defined as the Demiurge… you know, I don’t know if I would define that being as evil, first of all. Now that’s kind of a subjective term and I want to be very clear that the words that we use are not always going to be exactly the same as the way somebody else said it It’s not gong to be the way that I perceived it.”